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June 23, 2002
i only have this to say people. PEOPLE=SHIT.
thank u.
July 22, 2002
i just got bak from salem mass the other day. it was a great trip. i so wanna go bak there. kome to think of it, i wanna move there and practice wiccan.
July 17,2002
*if it was up to me i would free charles manson.*
July 14, 2002
this is stupid.... my STEP dad is practicing his banjo. now thats an instrument everyone wants to learn. i have always had a passion for the guitar. ever since i was 3 years old. i dont know why.i always pictured myself being in a rock band with thousands of screaming fans. thats what i always wanted to do. my FATHER bought me a guitar when i was 3 or four. i still remember going into the music store and he handing me an acustic guitar.(dont blame me if its spelled wrong, im a dumbass)
he laufed to see my try to play it. i still have it. no one ever gave me lessons though. so hopefully this xmas my STEP dad is going to buy me my dream guitar. then i kould finally get lessons.....................i hope
july 9,2002
sry dudes i havent written in a couple of days. i was busy with my koRn site. nothing really has happened. same old boring life. *gives u rose*
July 5, 2002
life has been pretty boring. do u like all the sound i added to my site? pretty kool hun?
July 2, 2002
i think i am going to go to the mall later. i have done nothing all day. i have been so bored. hehehehe........i was by myself for like 2 hours. i put in my untouchables cd into the big stereo and had the bass pumpen. it was jumping around the house screaming over the music trying to sing. it was great.
July 1,2002
i am bored as hell rite now. good news! my mom is going to let me out of the house tomarrow. YAY! YIPPY! i am happy as u can see. i think i am going to go to the movies. i have no klue whats playing. i really wanna see 8 legged freaks and goldmember when they kome out this month. i kant wait. i had to go with my aunt and grandma to drop off my uncle at the airport today. wow! that was soooo much fun. i have been thinking a lot about running away or killing myself lately. things r not going good at all. damn life. i hate the world. but i remember jonathan davis's words,"killing urself is the stupidest thing u kould do, nothing is ever that bad" words to live by.
literally..............................................
June 30,2002
hey guys. sry i havent put up a new post in a while. my computer wasnt working rite. life really sux. i just got in trouble again. now, my parents say i am ruining their lives by me going out one nite of the week. plus i am putting every1 else in a disadvantage. how many times in a week do u go out by urself? well now i dont go out at all. i sware my mom has flipped. sometimes i do wish i kould live with my dad. i think i would be a lot happier. A LOT HAPPIER. but hey, what kan u do when ur stuck in a spot u kant get out of. maybe i just wont kome home one day...............
June 17th, 2002
its not fair! my parents never fucking let me do anything. i kant even ride my bike around the neighborhood. JESUS CHRIST! talk about over pretective! one day i am just going to snap sitting here. ITZ SO NOT FAIR!
June 16th, 2002
i went to laser tag the other nite. it was really fun. but this one guy was there.(i am not going to name him)
we were joking around and stuff, and he gave me a hug. damn it felt good to be in his arms. i just want to keep reliving that moment. i felt so calm in his arms. and peaceful, like the world totally stopped for me at that moment, but i was still spinning. i hope i will see him next weekend, or get to talk to him or something.......b/c i just realized, i need him..................................................
June 12th,2002
Today has been ok so far. I had another damn final exam. i missed getting a A in the math final by one friggen point. not even. my percentage on the test was 89.09. I think i desevre an A. DAMN U TEACHERS!
Well, Sean Adams and i were talking today. No, he didn't say he was sorry or anything or said he liked me, but once again, we had a conversation about KoRn. (sean is a koRn freak like me) Thank god for the untouchables cd, or he wouldn't be talking to me too much. I kinda like him again. DAMN HORMONES. that would be the koolest thing if he would go out with me. he noticed my new korn t-shirt and was wearing one i have. OH YEAH! But i guess u really dont want me to ramble about my lovelife.
I have been drawing some pictures to take my mind off of skool. i mite scan those and put them on my site. they are not too good, but at least u can tell what they are. most of them are of Jonathan Davis. YES HE IS HOT!
well, i guess i will talk to u all later.
June 11,2002
Today is the best day of my mother f*cking life! Untouchables finally kame out! i have been waiting 8 months for that cd. it is so awesome. i have had it on hold since october 26th. i went rite after to skool to the mall. i also got the new korn shirt. one of the new Untouchables ones. In Hot topic, they had records of Here to Stay. I picked up one of those too. I think if u spent over $10 or something u get a koRn figure thingy. Of course i picked Jonathan Davis. God he is hot. I am listening to Untouchables rite now! IT KICKS MAJOR ASS! I think this is one of my favorite cds.
Well, yesterday i found out that the guy i like thinks i totally fat and ugly. but u know what sean adams? U CAN DIE! dont expect me to kare. because i dont anymore. U HEAR THAT?I DONT KARE ABOUT U ANYMORE U LITTLE SLUT! F*CK U!
i mite type in sum more shit later....luv u all.....JAVIS IS HERE TO STAY!
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